I don't know why I have insomnia. Seems it started out cause I have this slight cough that is bugging me, which actually started to come about over this past weekend. I have this pressure in my chest also. I know this pressure, it is stress. So......  I hope to relax here, by reading blogs, watching a little Youtube or writing things (something I obviously don't get to do choose to do much).

What is truly funny about this non sleep night for me. I decided to read some blog posts I have saved in my online Pocket that has been there forever, like a year. The very first one I read was about a lady that had insomnia. Now how ironic is that ?

I sit in Brookie's room gazing at the walls. I told hubby earlier tonight that I want to dress up her room a little. Brookie loves the movie Frozen and I decided I want to get her a few things for her room from that line, like a blanket and a doll and poster. I would love to get her a little desk too, but that may have to wait.

I am going to be a zombie at work tomorrow, but I will make it through fine, I have done this before... the not sleeping thing.... and done just fine. My eyes won't look so good, but such is life.

~hugs Momma

I want to write in my blog more!
As you can tell it has been months since I came here. I suppose I found , I mean.. I know I found other things that can take up my time.

I also want to be witty, funny, organised, full of energy, more kind to everyone.

I want to be less obsessive about things and stop procrastinating about sooo many things

I want to be pain free. Seems the last week I have been having a bad bout of kidney stones. I drink tons of water in hopes to rid myself of them, but I think they multiply 3 fold if I pass one. Really tired of being in pain!!

I want to accomplish more in my craft room. Which is now in my master bedroom. (about that in another post).

I want Windows 8.1.

I want to fill my journals and art journals now! And I want to buy more even though I have not filled the ones I have.

I want all my kids to be HAPPY and enjoy life!

I want my husband to always know how much he means to me and how much HE IS MY LIFE!

I want more, but enough of what I want... what do you want?


~hugs,
kimmer

1. I hate shopping… any kind of shopping when it is for myself! (see#11 below).
2. I happen to prefer strawberry anything, soda, lotion, candles, etc, even though as a youngster I was nicknamed strawberry shortcake and hated the word strawberry because of it..
3. I don't like the taste of coffee or tea..
4. I love chic flicks, especially the ones that make me cry . Drives my hubby nuts, because he ends up having to take me to them!
5. I love the show "Suits" which the hubby loves too, which is odd, cause usually hubby doesn't like the shows I like..
6. I want to write a children's book and have had the idea of one for 6 years now.
7. I wanted 16 kids.
8. I love blogging, but don't keep up with it and have about 35 current ideas written down of what I want to blog about.
9. I am obsessively clean, neat and organized at my work place, but not at home.
10. I love lemon yogurt, but hate lemon pie.
11. I am cheap / frugal – something my mother was and I said I would never be… but here I am..
12. I am not in the least materialistic and it drives me crazy when I see diamond commercials or other things in the published media that make it seem like all women want are expensive things.
13. I had 4 months in my life( when my youngest was 3 years old) where I suffered panic attacks about my kids, even though they were right there in the room with me.
14. I learned to swim by being thrown into a pool at the age of 3 (by my father).
15. I occasionally throw out things by mistake when in my "clean it up mode". Then fret about it for days.
16. Although I don’t really like the color red, I love red roses.
17. I check my email account too often each day and get excited every time.
18. I hate making mistakes.
19. I over plan things, luckily if things don't go the way I plan, I am okay with it.
20. I actually like my "bone straight" hair.
21. Something I always wanted to have was a quick wit, but I don't , but my kids do. (they got it from hubby no doubt)
22. I have never danced.
23. I make endless lists.
24. I have a terrible habit of starting a story, then getting sidetracked with new ideas for a different story. I currently have 5 stories started..
25. When I think about winning the lottery, all I ever can think of is winning enough to buy each of my kids their own home. There is nothing else in life I need, I am blessed beyond measure.
26. I hate runny eggs.
27. I am always early (thanks to the hubby)
28. I love getting up real early in the morning.
29. I love the smell of the fire pits at the beach, which I can smell from my bedroom. .